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Gina Marie
12 April 2012 @ 10:25 pm
Strap on your porn writing pants (lol "strap on"), it's time for another round of Five Acts. You know what to do.

Here are my Acts/Kinks:

1. Light/Teasing Touch. During sex (even to the point of orgasm denial, just so long as they come eventually), during foreplay, and especially between two people who haven't slept together yet but are clearly going to (and then they do, because YAY first-time porn).
2. Masturbation. Solo while the other watches, mutual, whatever.
3. Whispering. Murmuring against someone's ear/neck/skin, hushed tones only the other person can hear, etc.
4. Forced Proximity. Could be "trapped in an elevator", could be "sharing a bed/bunk/sleeping bag by necessity" (bonus points if this involves accidental stimulation), could be "hiding together in a tight space". These are all good. Or come up with your own, also good.
5. Restraint & Restraints. Holding someone down, pinning someone's arms above their head, covering or clasping someone's hands to prevent movement. Could also involve handcuffs, neck-ties, rope, chains, magic, etc (may start dub-con, must end consensual).

**Special requests** - No tragic/miserable endings, and no splitting up/mixing up pairings labeled "OTP". Otherwise, go nuts!

(Again I'm going to cheat by casually mentioning that I also greatly enjoy hand!kink, frottage, soul-bonding-through-sex, y'know, stuff like that...)


Fandoms/Pairings:

Supernatural - Dean/Castiel (OTP), Sam/Jess, Sam/Gabriel, Sam/Jess/Gabriel, Gabriel/Crowley, Sam/Lucifer, Chuck/Becky, Young!John Winchester/Patrick the Man Witch
CW RPS - Jensen/Misha, Jensen/Jared, Jensen/Misha/Jared, and feel free to include Matt C, Mark S, Rob B, RSJ, Adrianne & Genevieve
Hawaii Five-0 (2010) - Steve/Danny (OTP)
Merlin - Merlin/Arthur (OTP), Morgana/Gwen, Lancelot/Gwen, Lancelot/Gwaine
Leverage - Eliot/Hardison, Eliot/Hardison/Parker
Doctor Who - Ten/Rose, Ten/Jack, Ten/Rose/Jack, Eleven/Canton, Amy/Rory, Eleven/Amy/Rory
BBC Sherlock - John/Sherlock (OTP)
Suits - Harvey/Mike
Inception - Arthur/Eames
True Blood - Bill/Sam, Eric/Godric, Eric/Alcide, Eric/Sookie/Alcide, Godric/Eric/Bill/Sam/Alcide/just make it big gorgeous man-orgy
Star Trek (reboot) - Spock/Uhura, Kirk/Spock, Kirk/McCoy, Kirk/Spock/McCoy, Sulu/Chekov
Lost - any combination of Jack, Sawyer, Jin, Sayid & Boone (as stated, orgies are good)
The X-Files - Mulder/Scully, Mulder/Krycek
Criminal Minds - Reid/Morgan, Reid/Morgan/Prentiss, Morgan/Prentiss, Morgan/Prentiss/JJ, Prentiss/JJ
Queer As Folk - Brian/Justin
White Collar - Neal/Peter or the OT3 (Neal/Peter/Elizabeth)
Stargate Atlantis - Sheppard/McKay (OTP), Ronon/Teyla
X-Men First Class - Charles/Erik, Hank/Havok, Darwin/Havok
Avengers (2012) - Tony/Steve
Once Upon A Time - Snow White/Red Riding Hood (aka Mary/Ruby), Snow White/Prince Charming (aka Mary/David), Emma/August, August/Jefferson
 
 
Current Location: as always, the couch
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Gina Marie
24 March 2012 @ 01:10 am
I only halfway pay attention when the instructors talk. I don't take notes. I don't save hand-outs. I don't read the chapters I'm assigned. I get distracted by everything and I'm terrified of doing something wrong so I do nothing until the last minute. I waste almost all my time. Knowingly.

My total lack of theoretical knowledge when it comes to early childhood education is entirely my fault.

I'm having a panic attack because I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know if I'll ever be able to do what's expected of me, and I don't even know if I want to anymore.

I don't have enough money of my own to change career paths now.

I can't take out student loans because I don't think anyone would give me the money anymore, given my credit history.

And this is just one small fraction of the entire fuck-up that is my life. I never clean anything, sometimes I don't bother to eat, I barely do anything or go anywhere with my son (which is the worst part of all this, that the poor kid is probably being damaged every day by my stagnation and selfishness), I alienate the people who might be friends and then pity myself for being lonely and without a steady support system.

I don't want to bother leaving the house. I don't want to bother with feeding myself or doing my laundry. I don't feel like I deserve to be happy. I don't feel like I deserve to live on this planet, frankly. And there's no use crying for help. Besides, even if I did, I'd have to expect "oh shut the fuck up and deal with being a grown up just like every other nearly 30-year-old on the planet"...and I'd rather bury my head in the sand.

By the way, I use "I" in almost every single sentence because despite my self-loathing, my thoughts are still constantly centered on me me me. How fucking deranged and sad.
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Gina Marie
15 January 2012 @ 04:43 pm
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Gina Marie
13 January 2012 @ 06:02 am
My little brother is planning to propose to his girlfriend, the mother of his son, over the weekend.

My youngest sister, baby of the family, is already engaged & planning a July wedding.

My middle sister, fraternal twin to my little brother, has been happily married for half a decade & is currently living in a lovely little townhouse with her husband & their new puppy.

I'm happy for all of them.

I am.
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Gina Marie
16 October 2011 @ 03:25 pm
Posted for Round 5 of the Five Acts Meme (found here). My kinks really haven't changed much since last time. I like what I like!


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Thank you in advance to any authors who stop by & take a liking to my prompts. I'll respond to all fills as quickly as possible with what will probably be embarrassing amounts of flailing & incoherent noise-making.
 
 
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Gina Marie
This is me. No exaggeration whatsoever, this is me.

What I don't understand is why I'm suddenly taking 5 university courses whilst simultaneously interning in a 3rd grade classroom.

How do single parents with jobs do this? I'm a single mother, but thankfully my living situation allows me to attend school while unemployed. There simply is not enough time during the week to work a decent job as well as go through this kind of full-time intensive program.

I just...I don't understand what the fuck made me think I could survive this.
 
 
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Gina Marie
21 August 2011 @ 06:50 pm
I hardly ever use LJ anymore. Whyyyy do I have a paid account.

The answer is clearly "to keep all my icons". Because that's a legit reason.

I've started the Early Childhood Education Professional Teacher's Program at ASU. Only been to one day of class and already I'm confused & behind on my homework. This is going to turn out SO well.

The kid started 1st grade. He's liking it, but he plays too rough with the other kids and doesn't focus very well. We're working on it.

I'm giving up on Supernatural. Not the fandom, just the show. I can't stand what they've done & what they very very likely will do to Castiel. I'm out.

I still have Merlin, Sherlock, Doctor Who, Psych, Hawaii Five-0, Burn Notice, Suits, Bones, Criminal Minds, Leverage, Big Bang Theory, & Stargate: Atlantis to watch, so. Between these and school, I probably won't miss Supernatural very much. I will miss Team Free Will something fierce, especially the angel in the dirty trench coat. But there's always the fic & the fandom.

There's required reading I need to trudge through open in another window. I need to go do that.

This has been a painfully uninteresting update.
 
 
Current Location: black leather couch
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Gina Marie
09 May 2011 @ 04:53 pm
Posted for Round 4 of the Five Acts Meme (found here).

 
Five Acts:

1. Light/Teasing Touch. During sex (even to the point of orgasm denial, just so long as they come eventually), during foreplay (because I love the slow build-up), and especially between two people who haven't slept together yet but are clearly going to (and then they do, because YAY first-time porn).
2. Restraint & Restraints. Holding someone down, pinning someone's arms above their head, covering or clasping someone's hands to prevent movement. Could also involve handcuffs, neck-ties, rope, chains, magic, etc (all consensual).
3. Slap-Slap-Kiss Trope. The characters are not getting along. They bicker, maybe even get into a physical fight. Something snaps into place & they're all over each other. Rough, maybe even desperate sex (again, all consensual) with hair pulling, biting, taunting, etc. Bonus points if they confess they've wanted this for a long time.
4. Forced Proximity. Could be "trapped in an elevator", could be "sharing a bed/bunk/sleeping bag by necessity" (bonus points if this involves accidental stimulation), could be "hiding together in a tight space". These are all good.
5. Alternate Universe/Reality. There are almost unlimited possibilities here. From "just a few details are different" to "significant changes in canon because something did/didn't happen" to "character A wakes up & has a whole different life with character B" to "they live totally different lives but still have the same chemistry/love/hot sex". No drastic personality changes, please. Porn isn't strictly necessary here but highly encouraged.

**Special request** - No tragic stories. Hurt/comfort is awesome, angst in small doses is fine, but no miserable endings. Please & thank you. :)

(By the way, choosing is HARD. There are so many more I could've picked... sensory deprivation, possessiveness, hand!kink, frottage, bottoming-from-the-top... I'm gonna stop now, I think this counts as cheating.)

(I'm sorry. Only not really.)




Fandoms/Pairings:

Supernatural - Dean/Castiel (OTP, not to be paired with others), Sam/Jess, Sam/Gabriel, Sam/Jess/Gabriel, Gabriel/Crowley, Sam/Lucifer, Chuck/Becky, Young!John Winchester/Patrick the Man Witch
CW RPS - Jensen/Misha, Jensen/Jared, Jensen/Misha/Jared, and feel free to include Matt C, Mark S, Rob B, RSJ, Adrianne & Genevieve
Hawaii Five-0 (2010)
- Steve/Danny (OTP)
Merlin - Merlin/Arthur (OTP), Morgana/Gwen, Lancelot/Gwen, Lancelot/Gwaine
Leverage - Eliot/Hardison, Eliot/Hardison/Parker
Doctor Who - Ten/Rose, Ten/Jack, Ten/Rose/Jack, Eleven/Canton, Amy/Rory, Eleven/Amy/Rory
BBC Sherlock - John/Sherlock, John/Sherlock/Lestrade
Inception - Arthur/Eames
True Blood - Bill/Sam, Jessica/Hoyt, Eric/Godric, Eric/Alcide, Eric/Sookie/Alcide, Godric/Eric/Bill/Sam/Alcide (basically a big gorgeous man-orgy would be fine here)
Chuck - Chuck/Sarah, Chuck/Sarah/Casey, Chuck/Bryce, Chuck/Sarah/Bryce
Star Trek (reboot) - Spock/Uhura, Kirk/Spock, Kirk/McCoy, Kirk/Spock/McCoy, Sulu/Chekov
Lost - any combination of Jack, Sawyer, Jin, Sayid & Boone (as stated, orgies are good)
Criminal Minds - Reid/Morgan, Reid/Prentiss/Morgan, Prentiss/Morgan, Reid/Prentiss/JJ, Prentiss/JJ
Queer As Folk - Brian/Justin, Michael/Brian/Justin
White Collar - Neal/Peter or the OT3 (Neal/Peter/Elizabeth)
Stargate Atlantis - Sheppard/McKay

Thank you in advance to any authors who stop by & take a liking to my prompts. I'll respond to all fills as quickly as possible with what will probably be embarrassing amounts of flailing & gushing & incoherent noise-making.
 
 
Gina Marie
28 April 2011 @ 10:07 pm
I know this won't get a lot of attention, not many people follow me & I'm not a big name in any fandom, but I feel the need to ask regardless because this has been bugging the everliving crap out of me.

What makes a pairing canonical? Is it all up to personal interpretation? Is it based on fandom consensus? Does it hinge upon a blatant declaration by the characters themselves? Do the characters have to be recognized by cultural standards &/or laws as dating/engaged/partners/married? Or is the only legitimate standard for defining a pairing as "canonical" hinged upon the writer's/creator's stated intent?

TL;DR - what the hell makes a pairing "canon" anyway? Someone tell me. Please.
 
 
Gina Marie
Thank you all for the comments I got on my last entry. Knowing people care (besides my relatives who kind of have to care) is really nice.

Now I'm "in recovery", I suppose. Back home with a lower Synthroid dosage & four new medications, three of them for my heart & one of them Baby Aspirin. Or Low Dose Aspirin. But Baby Aspirin sounds way cuter.

Right now the hardest parts are the diet, the dizziness & the fact that my kid's staying with his father for a while so that I can focus on getting better.

I've never bothered to check how much sodium my food might contain. Now it's all I think about when eating.

My vision blurs & I lose balance whenever I stand up. It's unpleasant.

I miss my kid. On the plus side, his father is being entirely reasonable about this entire situation, even taking the kid a lot more often, so that's an improvement over the status quo.

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In other (fandom related) news, I'm super excited for the return of Doctor Who. I'm also fairly fanatical (and I mean that in the most accurate sense of the word) about the new Hawaii Five-0, especially when the show is basically nothing but pure slash. Steve/Danny forever & ever & ever. *is clearly a 13 year old*

I know I'm a big nerd when it comes to fandom stuff, but as the awesome John Green once said, "Nerds like us are allowed to be unironically enthusiastic about stuff. [...] Nerds are allowed to love stuff, like jump-up-and-down-in-the-chair-can't-control-yourself love it. When people call other people nerds, mostly what they're saying is, 'You like stuff', which is just not a good insult at all, like 'You are too enthusiastic about the miracle of human consciousness.'"

Thank you, John Green.